I seriously do not think I realized how much I missed Sadie until today. For those of you who do not know Sadie is my best friend, Sister, Cousin, Basically everything. I have known her my entire life. We have always been really close. It is kinda freaky we have always really looked alike and so do our moms when technically we are not related at all... but we tell people we are. We had a couple of years where we were just at different stages in our lives and so we went our seperate ways.
On May 14, 2008 that all changed. That was the day my dad went into the hospital before we knew what was wrong. From that day on out she was there for me 24/7. It was like we had never gone our seperate ways. Over the past two years we have been inseperable. yes we had our disagreements, but when you are together all the time thats going to happen. This year she went to ole miss as a freshmen. Yeah I knew things were going to change but I guess I kind of just went into denial about it. I figured she would come home alot and we would still hang out all the time and we did for the first couple of months. Then she got in to kappa kappa gamma, which by the way I am so proud of her for. She always has sorority stuff and doesn't really even call me like she use to. It is just different knowing that she is not there for me all the time.
Today was really the day I realized things were different. Ever since we were little we have gone to the christmas parade on the first saturday of december and then always gone and picked out the christmas tree together. Since the parade is this weekend I called her to see when she was coming home...shes not until saturday night. It really hit me hard because it is just our tradition and it is just really sad. I miss her so much. I am so proud of the young lady she has become and love that she loves college but I wish my sadie would come back.
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