why can't life be a little less dramatic

    I have come to the point in my life where I am seriously asking myself why I even care anymore. It seems like everything I ever do is wrong to someone. I apparently can never do anything right anymore. I seriously just want to cut the rest of the world off and just stay curled up in forever.

     These are the days when I start to wish I was still 5 and that last year when I had the chance to move I would have. I love all of my friends but it seems like every time I turn around I am continually getting hurt because in our town everyone knows everyones business because it is so small. I wish my life was still as simple as a 5 year olds. Not having a care in the world except for what birthday party i was going to or doll i was going t play with next. When life was as simple as riding my bike around the neighborhood for hours with my best friends and pretending it was a motorcycle and we were all spies. If life was still that easy as easy as not having a care in the world. Why can't things stay like that forever.

     When you are young you want ot grow up so you can drive and be in high school and go to college, but when you grow up you just want to be a little kid again. I don't understand why we can not be content with how old we are. 

    I hate being a teenager especially a teenage girl. There is always some sort of drama and most of the time it is really stupid and most of the time the really stupid stuff ruins friendships. Why can't everyone just get over themselves and grow up. Try to look through someone elses eyes. Texting is the main problem of this.   No one has the guts to say anything to peoples faces anymore everyone just texts it. When you are texting you can't hear the tone of the persons voice and that is a real big issue today. I wish I could throw my phone out the window. Especially today. 

    Today one of my really good friends or so I thought sent me a text about something I had done wrong...of course. I responded and apologized multiple times and yet she still seems to be mad at me. She of course did not ask me to my face or even call me...she texted me, and there lies your problem. A simple text message can be the end of a friendship just because you can not hear the tone of the persons voice. Learn to call people or get up the nerve to tell them to their face. I know I have a problem with that but I am trying to work on it and I wish that other people would to.