Today is one of those days where I wish I could get out of high school. For the most part I have loved high school especially since i moved to ths but there are just some days I could get out of here and go to college and just start over. Go far away where no one knows me and just start a new life. High school just gets so ridiculous some times. will people ever grow up? Will people ever learn to be mature and think before they act or think of someones feelings or what they are doing? The sad thing is most of these people won't. they will remain the same immature teenager they have always been. They wont learn to think of others before they do something they will still rely on their parents for everything and probably won't go to far away from home. Now don't get me wrong I am probably only going to be about 45 minutes away from home, but that is only because it is just logical with the situation with my family right now. It also is where my best friend is going and we were planning on rooming together but lately I don't know if that will be happening including the fact that she has made a new best friend and wants nothing to do with me. If I had the choice especially with all of this going on now, I would go to the university of colorado or somewhere else where no one knows me. My real dream is to go to Julliard though I am pretty sure that is not going to happen.
At Julliard I would be able to pursue my dream as a singer I would get opportunities like being on Broadway and many other things. I would also get to live in New York... now you have to admit that would be pretty cool. I am wanting to apply to mississippi school of arts for my senior year. It would get me out of Tupelo for a while and I would get to be enjoying my hobby and get graded on it. I would get to study so much music and sing all the time and it would give me a better chance of getting accepted to Julliard. I doubt either one of these things will happen but I guess it is ok to dream.
These have just been my thoughts lately ...
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